shixiong: but every sun doesn't rise (27)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-06-25 01:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ yin yu is so good at running away from people, especially very loud ones that know a concerning amount of information about him and his life. he has spent the time since they've gotten off the bus avoiding anaido as much as physically possible, so him jumping literally out of the bushes is finally how he gets caught. yin yu jumps almost a foot, leaping backwards to put distance between them like a startled animal. ]

-- Master Anaido? [ ?? ??? ?????? fuck he's caught. at least his mask is on his face now so anaido can't see his facial expression, which is somewhere along the lines of "oh shit". let him process. ] You. What?

[ oh gods. ]
shixiong: does anyone listen to this? (53)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-06-25 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ??????????????????????????????????????????????????

its this.

very slowly, he reaches up to touch his hand to it. ]


I. ...thank you?
shixiong: but the thoughts have begun (45)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-06-25 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ HOW MANY LOOPS ARE YOU GOING TO THROW HIM FOR TODAY

this is normally the point in the conversation where yin yu would cut and run, but anaido's surprise tactic worked brilliantly, and he's struck again as he stands, fingers still in the flowers, stunned.

eventually, his hand drops, and he looks away, obviously so even with his face hidden. ]
...Is that so? That's very kind of you, sir.

[ it's an automatic response, the stiff and polite mannerism of a servant: you can almost hear the "i don't know why." really, yin yu hasn't forgiven himself for what happened-- and probably never will. ]
shixiong: because you've learned (33)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-06-25 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ha... that is an interesting take on that. yin yu doesn't laugh, but he's a little incredulous. ]

You know how strange it sounds that you're grateful to me for killing him? [ he's just checking. anaido's point does make sense but that doesn't mean it's not absurd.

it's mostly rhetorical, though, so. he stops himself, knowing he sounds impolite, and shakes his head to stop himself. ]
....I understand what you're saying.
shixiong: flirt with becoming food for worms (52)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-06-26 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ that is fair enough. it's not like his own views aren't a little skewed, either - few people would have thought "reincarnation" upon the realization that they had murdered someone and not of their own volition, but here yin yu was. ]

With all due respect, sir, those two things are beyond comparison. There's nothing I could do to make up for what I did.

[ a little more bitterly than normal, but, it's already out. yin yu shoves it down, feeling the urge to scrub at his face but ignoring it, for the time being. ] ...Alright. [ he says, eventually, clearly still skittish, clearly still uncomfortable but maybe like 10% less than he was before? who knows. ] Then--that's fine. Thank you for telling me.
shixiong: is this carcass even me? (65)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-06-26 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ IF YOU COULD SEE THE PANIC ON HIS FACE. the minute the word "friend" and "repay" comes out of his mouth he knows he's boned ]

I--I suppose. [ shrinking..... but not saying no..... ]

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shixiong: of me finally accepting (70)

w3 post execution !

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-05 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's still very cold out.

having finished out the trial, a walk in the cold air is a good way to clear your head. his own feelings on nie huaisang are complicated after this week, and he's still grappling with the loss of three islanders, too.

he spots anaido out near the bonfire, and it seems like he's not actually going to come out. there's still a rise of anxiety, but it's quelled, and slowly, eventually, he comes over.

he sits far from anaido, though, on the opposite side... and doesn't say anything.



well, he didn't run????? ]
shixiong: falling into darkness (81)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-05 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ that's... fine. the quiet as ever suits him more than anything else, and yin yu folds his hands where he's settled, looking down into the flames, himself.

when anaido speaks, it seems to surprise him. it's not readable, because his mask is hiding his face, currently, but it takes him a moment to answer. partially because he's awkward, but partially because he needs to think over the answer, too. ]


...Are you? [ HE DIDNT ANSWER? ]
shixiong: but don't we know it'll never work (50)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-05 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ yeah. that hits the nail right on the head. ]

Sect Leader Nie will tell us nothing. He is not the type of person to share an answer, no matter how much we try to get more details of the night out of him. Whether he committed one killing, or five is something we will never know unless we manage to catch someone else.

[ and it's too late for that. ]
shixiong: i'm setting pen to paper again (42)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-05 12:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know. [ he shakes his head, a little frustrated. not with anaido, but with nie huaisang. mister i don't know... ]

Sect Leaders are often like this. I don't think he cared much for anyone but his own. [ politicians, often cutthroat ones. it reminds him of the heavens. people who have little kind to say the moment you turn your back. ]

...It isn't much of a victory.
shixiong: that i'll be alone forever (71)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-06 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's a distraction as much as any; the question throws him for a loop, restarts his thinking.

he's quiet for a moment, deciding how to answer, too. ]
Chengzhu is... very powerful. To many, he is something of a terror, the scourge of the Heavens; he is what is known as a 'calamity'. He is the master of the Ghost City where I reside.

[ lots to unpack there! ]
shixiong: the ramblings of a lunatic? (54)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-06 01:02 pm (UTC)(link)
...Chengzhu is someone who saved my life. [ yin yu says, with a little more finality, this time. ] Not only that, but he gave me a purpose, when I had none.

[ that was hundreds of years ago, but it was exactly what yin yu needed, and it is something he will remember for the rest of his life, however short or long it may be. he's usually not one for many words, but... hua cheng is someone who is complicated to explain. good job anaido you unlocked conversation ] He is... capricious, and suiting of many of his reputations and terrors, but... the thing that I know the most about my lord and master is that perhaps he is more neutral than the world has painted him. He is the Ghost King Crimson Rain Sought Flower, but he is also the master of Ghost City, which takes in wayward demons, spirits, and ghosts and protects them so they can have somewhere to belong even when their families have forgotten them.

Chengzhu is a person who is devoted wholly to the ideals of someone else, and the kindness of that person's ways is probably the reason that I am able to sit here, today. He is the type of person who will go to fabulous lengths to protect the person most important to him, to make him feel comfortable, to give him kindnesses that others refused him, to take vengeance in the name of that person who was wronged.

[ yin yu looks at his hands, for a moment. fully covered, anaido wouldn't be able to see it, but yin yu knows that his cursed shackle is there, a burnt mark that weighs heavily on him every time he looks down. ]

...I am tied to Chengzhu because I am his right hand, yes, but it is not obligation that holds me at his side, anymore. It is gratitude, and... the things that I do for him are not against my own code.

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