shixiong: does anyone listen to this? (53)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-06-25 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ??????????????????????????????????????????????????

its this.

very slowly, he reaches up to touch his hand to it. ]


I. ...thank you?
shixiong: but the thoughts have begun (45)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-06-25 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ HOW MANY LOOPS ARE YOU GOING TO THROW HIM FOR TODAY

this is normally the point in the conversation where yin yu would cut and run, but anaido's surprise tactic worked brilliantly, and he's struck again as he stands, fingers still in the flowers, stunned.

eventually, his hand drops, and he looks away, obviously so even with his face hidden. ]
...Is that so? That's very kind of you, sir.

[ it's an automatic response, the stiff and polite mannerism of a servant: you can almost hear the "i don't know why." really, yin yu hasn't forgiven himself for what happened-- and probably never will. ]
shixiong: because you've learned (33)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-06-25 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ha... that is an interesting take on that. yin yu doesn't laugh, but he's a little incredulous. ]

You know how strange it sounds that you're grateful to me for killing him? [ he's just checking. anaido's point does make sense but that doesn't mean it's not absurd.

it's mostly rhetorical, though, so. he stops himself, knowing he sounds impolite, and shakes his head to stop himself. ]
....I understand what you're saying.
shixiong: flirt with becoming food for worms (52)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-06-26 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ that is fair enough. it's not like his own views aren't a little skewed, either - few people would have thought "reincarnation" upon the realization that they had murdered someone and not of their own volition, but here yin yu was. ]

With all due respect, sir, those two things are beyond comparison. There's nothing I could do to make up for what I did.

[ a little more bitterly than normal, but, it's already out. yin yu shoves it down, feeling the urge to scrub at his face but ignoring it, for the time being. ] ...Alright. [ he says, eventually, clearly still skittish, clearly still uncomfortable but maybe like 10% less than he was before? who knows. ] Then--that's fine. Thank you for telling me.
shixiong: is this carcass even me? (65)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-06-26 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ IF YOU COULD SEE THE PANIC ON HIS FACE. the minute the word "friend" and "repay" comes out of his mouth he knows he's boned ]

I--I suppose. [ shrinking..... but not saying no..... ]
shixiong: on the outside always looking in (14.)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-06-26 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he lets himself be shaken around by the hands like a rag doll. ]

...now? [ rip to yin yu, bullied officially into a friendship...... ]