[Oh, and he's being petted by Ogata now. Perfect. He feels...warm. This is how friendship should be. This is what having people around him is like. It's all he ever dreamed of, within that hell of his, and now? He's here. And its hell no longer.]
[............Man, weed is great.]
I'm happy we're here like this. I'm just...happy I know you two. And you know me. [A light laugh. He just feels gushy, like his emotions just want to overflow like water from a cup.] Thank you for being my friends.
[It's all a very weird situation. And some muted, nigling part of his mind wants to focus on how fleeting and temporary it is. This won't last. These feelings are being influenced by their current mental states.
But it's a lot easier to ignore, for now.]
Aah, I heard. There were times where I didn't dislike her company either. [Why are they both like this, honestly.]
But I haven't done anything worth thanks... [Frowning, petting Anaido more.] You're the one that helped me. Lots of people did. Even Beauregard. I don't understand why.
it's also great to know that both of them seem to like her? wow. she knew anaido did, but ogata saying she's not so bad is insane to her. she'll take it. ]
You don't gotta understand anything. [ she hums. ] Sometimes people remind me of me in weird ways and I wanna do something for them.
Sucks to be on your own, whether you're a good person or a bad person.
[He doesn't like not understanding, though!! Forging ahead despite not understanding the situation is a great way to get taken advantage of or hurt. Even killed. That kneejerk niggling worry feels blunt and far away right now, but he feels like it'll return in full force once the drugs wear off. People just helping because they want to? Him deserving anything besides hatred and scorn? These things don't make sense. Anything he's ever gotten from others before had always been transactional. He was sure of that. Any help he got was because he'd done something useful or promised to do so in the future.]
... I'm used to being on my own. Don't forget you have Wen Ning, too. [Ogata certainly can't.]
Yeah, well. Just because you're used to it doesn't mean you deserve it. [ she rests her head on anaido's shoulder again. ] I'm glad to be connected to both of you. For better or worse.
[ the magic of weed makes it easier for her to just say this. ]
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[Oh, and he's being petted by Ogata now. Perfect. He feels...warm. This is how friendship should be. This is what having people around him is like. It's all he ever dreamed of, within that hell of his, and now? He's here. And its hell no longer.]
[............Man, weed is great.]
I'm happy we're here like this. I'm just...happy I know you two. And you know me. [A light laugh. He just feels gushy, like his emotions just want to overflow like water from a cup.] Thank you for being my friends.
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But it's a lot easier to ignore, for now.]
Aah, I heard. There were times where I didn't dislike her company either.
[Why are they both like this, honestly.]
But I haven't done anything worth thanks... [Frowning, petting Anaido more.] You're the one that helped me. Lots of people did. Even Beauregard. I don't understand why.
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it's also great to know that both of them seem to like her? wow. she knew anaido did, but ogata saying she's not so bad is insane to her. she'll take it. ]
You don't gotta understand anything. [ she hums. ] Sometimes people remind me of me in weird ways and I wanna do something for them.
Sucks to be on your own, whether you're a good person or a bad person.
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[Aw, he's touched that Ogata and Beau are getting along for the most part. The magic of weed, indeed.]
I always longed for connections...and now I have it. I couldn't ask for anything better, with the two of you.
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... I'm used to being on my own. Don't forget you have Wen Ning, too.
[Ogata certainly can't.]
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Yeah, well. Just because you're used to it doesn't mean you deserve it. [ she rests her head on anaido's shoulder again. ] I'm glad to be connected to both of you. For better or worse.
[ the magic of weed makes it easier for her to just say this. ]