[He doesn't like not understanding, though!! Forging ahead despite not understanding the situation is a great way to get taken advantage of or hurt. Even killed. That kneejerk niggling worry feels blunt and far away right now, but he feels like it'll return in full force once the drugs wear off. People just helping because they want to? Him deserving anything besides hatred and scorn? These things don't make sense. Anything he's ever gotten from others before had always been transactional. He was sure of that. Any help he got was because he'd done something useful or promised to do so in the future.]
... I'm used to being on my own. Don't forget you have Wen Ning, too. [Ogata certainly can't.]
Yeah, well. Just because you're used to it doesn't mean you deserve it. [ she rests her head on anaido's shoulder again. ] I'm glad to be connected to both of you. For better or worse.
[ the magic of weed makes it easier for her to just say this. ]
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[Aw, he's touched that Ogata and Beau are getting along for the most part. The magic of weed, indeed.]
I always longed for connections...and now I have it. I couldn't ask for anything better, with the two of you.
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... I'm used to being on my own. Don't forget you have Wen Ning, too.
[Ogata certainly can't.]
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Yeah, well. Just because you're used to it doesn't mean you deserve it. [ she rests her head on anaido's shoulder again. ] I'm glad to be connected to both of you. For better or worse.
[ the magic of weed makes it easier for her to just say this. ]